Yes, Blaze, it's about you.

Dear Blaze.

Aren't you wondering what I was going to give you for your birthday?
It's half done and I won't finish it...
but if I were you I'd be curious.
Aren't you wondering what more I've said in Everything Is Changing?
Haven't written much and won't write much more...
but if I were you I'd be curious.
Aren't you wondering how Braedon and I suddenly grew so close?
It's nothing like how we were and hopefully never will be...
but if I were you I'd be curious.

Scratch that. I'll tell you the last one. 
It's because you abandoned me.
so Blaze...
Exactly how often is your forever?

Love Laura.