Last night I was talking to Mitchell for the first time in a while and he randomly asked if I was okay. I hadn't known anything seemed wrong in the way I texted but he said that I had changed. He said I used to be so optimistic, and I'd always live by the rule, "Life is too short to be depressed so make it happy". That got me thinking, when did I get to be such a downer?
Then tonight with Kelsey we yelled, "I whip my hair back and forth!" at each other and then fell over and then played with balloons and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed so so much and I had so much fun. I can barely remember the times when I was always like that but needless to say I miss it.
So my new goal in life is to strive for happiness, no matter how dark the night is or how much the tears want to fall. I will be happy again.
I don't like being such a downer all the time. I want to be someone who makes people happy when I talk to them. That's who I will be now. I am going to be happy again.
I am a strong, independant, and beautiful person.
[thanks for that one, adds. :) ]