Monday, May 16, 2011

Don't promise when you're happy, don't reply when you're angry, and don't decide when you're sad.

Sometimes, I feel inferior in every way.
People tell me I'm great at many things.  The funny thing is, you tell me on of these said things, and I can tell you another person who is better at it.  Even more so, I often complain about being inferior which is yet another bad trait.  The fact that I only seem to attract the desperate, manipulative boys that hurt without caring doesn't help my self esteem.  I don't feel like anything in life comes easily.  People say I dance well; Explain why next year I'll be the only person in highschool who isn't on the highschool dance company.  No one replies to my letters.  Most give up on conversations with me.  I stink at ceramics, drawing, sewing, cooking... you name it.  More so, I don't even think anyone will even read this little pity party.  In my dreams, some handsome, sweet boy reads this and makes it his life mission to make me feel better about myself in my darkest nights.  In reality...  This will go unnoticed.

Oh well.
When will things get better?


  1. Don't. Your Beautiful. And Amazing. I Love You.
    The End.