I got a reminder on my phone from forever ago today. It was about Blaze's dad's passing fifteen (?) years ago today. I texted him, and said I was sorry. But he got angry with me. No joke. "Don't you know how to leave me alone, did you think I wanted to be reminded?" etc. I guess that's what I get for trying to be nice. After going back and forth, with me trying to show I am trying to be nice, I got tired of him swearing at me and getting all angry so I said, "You are just as charming as you were when I first met you." And didn't reply after that.
I think basically, the thing I am most sorry for, is that he didn't have a strong father figure to teach him his rights and wrongs. Like for instance, it's wrong to play two girls at the same time.
But I know now that I never deserved that. And if he was going to do what he did, he doesn't deserve me. He gets mad when I try to be nice, he gets mad when I get mad. There is no winning. So, even though I gave up on him a long time ago, I will not text him again. Even if it's to say I'm sorry about his dad because now I know he can twist that into something rude that I did to him.
I am done with him.
And by extension, boys.
At least for a while.
Boys, be nice to girls.
Girls, be nice to boys. ...But don't believe EVERYTHING they say.