I never really had words, but at least I used to think I do.
But here's the thing:
we fall without meaning to
and we love without trying to.
we hope without meaning to.
we die without trying to.
if you haven't recognized that,
you're in denial and need to soul search
(or something.)
Speaking of soul searching,
I'll meet you all again in the stars someday.
I try not to think of all the people I won't know in ten years,
because they're my world and it's like the world explodes
every time I say goodbye.
I don't let go easy.
Addy once said I taught her to let go easy,
and I'd like to intervene and say that she doesn't know me very well,
because I don't let go easy.
I grab on too fast,
I hold on too tight,
and I don't let go easy.
I'll search for you in the stars.
I'll search for those nights, those feelings.
Every feeling, every person, every moment,
they make up the stars,
and someday I'll have the time to search through them again.
I'll see you then.
love always, laura elizabeth.
You're beautiful.
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