Dreams of Sunshine and You.

You may say I'm a dreamer

But I'm not the only one

But here's the thing, I dreamed a dream

I dreamed a dream of the pool

and I dreamed of red hair,

[actually, I dreamed of hair in general, as usual]

and I dreamed of skylines,

and I dreamed of zebras and funny faces,

I dreamed of a blonde mane of not just hair but of her words,

she says they're gone but they aren't

and I never had any anyway, so she shouldn't worry

but here's a good vibration anyway.

I dreamed of people,

and how to let go,

and how to hold on,

and how to do everything in the middle, too.

I dreamed of pounce-ing.

I dreamed in cards, people,

I dreamed in kings and queens and aces,

and I was the little black joker,

and you were the red 8.

I dreamed of cracks;

of sidewalks and my kindle

and the sky, too;

Mostly I dreamed of you.

Remember the beauty from last post? The beauty I have?

I don't care what you believe, for all I know you have it right.

But the beauty I have in my is my little piece of God.

And the reason I know you are beautiful is because you have a piece of Him, too,

because we are actually all God and everything is God

and really God is just the energy that connects us all to each other and everything.

[it's called Pantheism.]

So sorry for when I yell at you to stop littering,

because really,

I'm just giving back.

Addy, when you find your words [they wouldn't go far]

feel free to loan some to me.

love always, laura elizabeth.



Another, just because.

The bed is always most comfortable when you have to get out of it.
The shower is always warmest when you have to leave it.
The homework is always hardest when you have no time/patience to do it.
The time will always move faster when you want it to slow down.
The words will always be louder when you're trying to sleep.
The week is always shorter when you have more to do.
The breathing is always quicker when you want to appear calm.
The shaking is always most noticable when you want it to disappear.
The singing is always worst when you're trying your best.
The words are always more faulty when you want to sound smarter.
The reasoning and the comebacks are always best an hour after they could have been applied.

But the tears don't always wait until the dark of the night to fall.

But things change and people change
and someday we'll all
sing hakuna matata around the fire
and fall in love with the beatles
[and maybe each other]
all over again.


I don't mind spending every day
out on your corner in the pouring rain
look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay awhile

love laura.