Because in the end, love is what gets me through the day.

I like the fact that I don't care anything for him nowadays.  He deletes me from that list of "friends" he has on facebook?  That's fine.  The only reason I didn't delete him was because I wanted him to be able to look through every single picture people will take of me and remember what he'll never have again.  Like the way at dances I'll search him out with a couple friends and then dance and laugh close by so that he'll see I'm having a great time without him.  The great thing is that when I did that at the New Year's Eve dance, Trace came and put his arm around me.  Which is classic Trace, of course.  I know it was because of our oldish friendship.  But Mr. "this is why no one likes talking to you" doesn't know that, does he?
A song I love, go look it up, the remix version--

Perfect Two [by Auburn. and some guy. Remix. remember.]

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly,

you can be the butterflies I feel in my belly,

you can be the captain and I can be the first mate

and you can be the chills I feel on our first day.

You can be the superhero and I can be the sidekick,

you can be the tears that I cry if we ever split,

you can be the rain from the clouds when it's stormin',

or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'.

don't know if I could ever be,

without you 'cause boy you complete me.

And in time I know we'll both see,

that we're all we need

'Cause you're the apple to my pie

you're the straw to my berry,

you're the smoke to my high

and you're the one I wanna marry.

'Cause you're the one for me [for me]

and I'm the one for you [for you]

take the both of us [of us]

and we're the perfect two.

we're the perfect two,

we're the perfect two

baby me and you,

we're the perfect two.

You can be the lyrics and I can be the melody,

you can be the second voice and I can be your harmony.

 You can be the angel that I see in my dreams

you can be the chocolate that's on my ice cream.

You can be the sweet and I can be sour,

you can come here any second and leave any hour,

you can be a rose or any given flower,

and I can be your rain if you need a shower.

Don't know if I could ever be,

without 'cause girl you complete me,

and in time I know we can both see,

that we're all we need..

'Cause you're the apple in my eye,

you're the holly to my berry,

you're the smoke to my high,

and you're the one I wanna marry.

'Cause you're the one for me, [for me]

and I'm the one for you [for you]

take the both of us [of us]

and we're the perfect two.

we're the perfect two,

we're the perfect two

baby me and you,

we're the perfect two.

You know that I'll never doubt ya

and you know that I think about ya

you know I can't live without ya

I love the way that you smile

and maybe in just a while,

I can see me walk down the aisle

'Cause you're the apple to my pie,

you're the straw to my berry,

you're the smoke to my high,

and you're the one I wanna marry.

'Cause you're the one for me, [for me]

and I'm the one for you [for you]

take the both of us [of us]

and we're the perfect two.

we're the perfect two,

we're the perfect two

baby me and you,

we're the perfect two.

Now if only I could find a guy who likes to sing.  And likes me.  I don't know which would be harder.

A mention to people I love--

**Kelsey. For being herself and being there for me and staying after for ceramics with me and being so pretty and lovely.

**Zak.  For checking my blog dilligently and basically being the reason I made this post.  And the reason I drag myself through the beginning of my A Days.

**Braedon.  For putting up with me.  And calling me.  And being not asleep with me.  Pretty much every night.

**Kelsi.  For just being awesome.

**Janessa.  For being such a great blogger.  And one of my favoritest friends. :)

**Collin.  For making me not dread Biology in the mornings.

**Zak, again, because he's the only person I flirt constantly with and it's just fun to flirted with and to flirt.

**Sarah.  For just talking to me and understanding and giving me hope.

****************all of my friends because they help me and I love them!

Lots of Love,
StarFish.

PS.  I have a really strange but huge infatuation with socks.  But only crazy and colorful socks.  That I mismatch.  I got new socks today.  They contributed a lot to the fact that I'm more or less happy right now.